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so, my life basically sucks lately ;;
my besttt friend basically fell off the face of the earth.
i have hung out w/ her in forev. &i miss her so much.
this past weekend fucking rocked.
i went to champaign &saw everyone. expecially nick, which made me smile =D ; kicked it w/ ereka, curren &kay all day saturday, saw ronnie &drew friday night. nichole &keri came over w/ drew again saturday.
I FUCKING LOVE KAY!
went to josh's new apartment, which is really lame, because it's an all guys house, w/ 2 beds, a fridge, &a couch. they don't even have a TV yet. they play CDs &smoke pot, all day.
i really did miss everyone.
so, gary is getting his own apartment on tuesday, &his lovely new girlfriend is moving in.
WHOOPTY FUCKING DOO!
i talked to him today. it was very hard.
i cried, but he didn't notice, which was good.
it's just really hard when your 17 &it's yr first real heartbreak.
it's hard to let the boy you loved for what seems like forever, just love someone else.
on a lighter note, i'm sick as all fucking hell
so all you of can die &burn.