May 17, 2009 23:18
There is a pile of shit in one corner of my room as high as my bust. Only about 1/4 of it is shit from school.
This means I need to get rid of about half of it, pack the rest of it up and put it into the attic.
Also, my books exceed the two shelves I already have (which are already double shelved) which means I have to pick out a bunch to get rid of... which means I am not happy. I am very not happy. Maybe I can pick out some old ones and pack them up for the attic, too.
My dad spent all afternoon yelling at me about how I already went on vacation (because I stayed for senior week) and how I never share. Which was true, still is true when considering my computer and food most times... and very much true in terms of my family because they give me such shit about everything. Except my mom. She and I get along pretty well most times.
Anyways, I meant to start unpacking today but instead hung out with Molly and this other girl who is an English Lit major who complained about people getting too philosophical about books--because she just likes to read shit. I'm sure my jaw touched the floor when she said that. Part of me loves people who say stuff like that, but the other part is shocked and almost appalled. Uhg. You ruin classes!
It's been 30 hours since I last had an unmentionable and I feel anxious and teary and gross. Anyways.
I have a lot happening in the next couple of weeks. I start work on Tuesday, go to Salisbury on Thursday and stay until Friday so Molly can have a grad party thing, see Danny's band play the Ottobar and go to the Magic Bar on Saturday, go to Towson on June 5th to meet with the beautiful Italian foursome. Some of those depend on work schedule. But eh.
All of my money is going to be wasted on fucking gas. Bahbahbah. It'll be worth it, though. All of the people I'll end up seeing are people I love and all of the things I'll be doing are pretty fucking epic. I mean, seeing my high-school cousin's metalicious band play and going to the Magic Bar? Seeing Bryan, Dani, and Jessy? Plus the more I look at that list the more I realize there really isn't much driving involved. I might be able to get a ride with Molly's family for her graduation, which would be nice and less stressful. Also, the rest of my family is going to Danny's thing so I can score a ride with them. So really, I'll just need to drive to Towson. And maybe I'll be able to see Sarah then, too and we can do something :D Free, preferably.
And I get to reorganize my room. This may be silly to other people, but I'm really excited about that. Not about the getting rid of stuff, but getting room to walk in and out of my room. And to get to my medical supplies.
Anyways, I'm feeling a lot better about the coming weeks now that I've laid everything out. And since I'm watching the 10th Kingdom and going to be reading Tamora Pierce in order to prepare for the new one that just came out. Alright, it's been out for like a month. Library tomorrow, excited!
"We will We will shear you!"
I wore heels for the first time in like a year tonight and I really enjoyed it. It's nice to kinda slip and laugh with the people who witnessed it.
Anyways, so is life and life is so, so on so forth.
I wish I had stayed back at campus for the summer. Oh wellz. Next summer I can be not at home and not feel guilty about it.