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[un_loved_one777]

i havent seen or spoken with Zile in two days. the last time that anyone saw him was a navy recuting center or somthing like that near something or what ever. im stating to get sick and i really needed someone to talk to but i just couldnt talk to people at school. Zile wasnt there. jordan just doesnt understand. jens having a hard time with her boyfriend. and wes i can even get a hold of. it sucks. i think i have totally lost it. im n controlable. i could sit around all day and just cut myself and watch the blood run in to the bath tub water and not even care. if someone would only listen and understand. but no one does. i try. it just doesnt matter anymore now. i dont want help from any kind of counsaluer because it just doesnt work and adults just cant undersyand they just dont see and get things the way teenagers and younge kids of todat do. im so lost. in everything. im really not a bad person at all. i just feel so lonely and lonsome. so...incomplete.

Laminet
"Lonely, Lonesome, Sadly I rome, far from home, far from the places i've always known, and so this song i in tone."