Spite the sickness

[un_fantome]

Despite Canada being amazing, on the train ride home, our entire group was randomly searched and a gram of cocaine was discovered in Danielle's bag. She was screaming saying it wasn't hers and that Ally put it in there. She was arrested and we were forced to leave without her. I'm skipping so many details and frames of the story, but their not important to any of you. Parents were screaming, threatening and worried. Her Dad went upstate NY to pick her up, 5 hours away from our town. The cops believed that it wasn't Danielle's and the suspicion of Ally putting it into her bag turned to me. I'm so hurt and dissapointed and embarrased. I obviously didn't do it, but her family thinks so because they think I'm jealous of Danielle because my boyfriend is very close to her and her family and is always around and "all over her."  I know nothing happened, but he made us look weak as a couple to her  family and made room for something like this to happen.  My boyfriend didn't even try calling to defend me. He's a spineless little twit and I couldn't be more upset.

I found out a lot of very dirty, ugly things about my parents' divorce. It's taken a toll for the worse and below the belt shots are being thrown.  I'm so hurt and devastated. My mom is trying to force me into therapy again.  And I need to end it with my boyfriend. At least for right now. I know a future with him is very likely, but I can't be with him right now. I'm so sick of him and his shit and I need my space and time.

I am in shambles