Sep 06, 2006 22:51
Summer is officially over and class starts tomorrow. It's so relieving to me, though, that I am no longer attending highschool. College is new and exciting. However, I wish I went away to study., off on some grand adventure. I can't wait to visit a few very influential teachers from Marlboro. Funny how certain people make such an impact in your life.
I spoke to Amie today who is still in London for her study abroad semester. She's more of an emotional wreck than I've ever seen her in my life. She expressed to me that unless in the company of others, or distracted by some other stimuli, she finds herself depressed and missing home. The ironty is, I thuoght she's be perfectly content making the best of her experience, and not too much troubled by left family and friends. Though I am qutie a wreck, without my long time 'other half', and companion since the age of 12, I'm surviving as best as I could. I try and talk to her everyday and send her pictures of my crazy outings. Instead of comforting her, it makes her more sentimental and sad.
I just miss her. So much. I wake up some days dying to see her. And she just isn't here.
" A late april day and it's sunny outside
and a red little girl's at the top of a slide
and an an orange old man at the bottom
wants to take her for a ride "