Feb 04, 2005 14:19
My mom and step dad are real pissed off at me. They both got angry at me this afternoon over the littlest things. My mom asked where I was going out to, (I was going to the bank & mailbox) and got angry over that. Asked when I was coming home and what I planned to do when I got home, I told her I wanted to clean my room and she said the whole thing? I told her no, I'm not going to clean Missy's side. I'm sick of being everyones cleaning bitch. She said I had to clean the whole room, and I said no again. So Bill chimed in and said yes I had no excuse. I repeated that I wasn't going to clean up after Missy and Bill said that I had to clean the whole room or find a new room....a.k.a. get out of this house. I'm so sick of this shit and if money wasn't so scarce right now, I wouldn't be here. I am so sick of being treated like a horrible person for having some sort of social life (though I only go out with Luke and sometimes to Jay's or Tali's). I'm sick of being in trouble for not contributinng: A.K.A. cleaning the whole fucking house, cooking, making MY STEP DAD & SISTER'S LUNCHES, etc...what the hell?! My mom is home every day now and she really doesn't do much. I'm 19 years old and I would really like to feel like it. I am so sick of this shit. I wish I knew what to do, or even, what I can do. I hate feeling so stuck here. If they actually go through with kicking me out I have no place to go. **sigh** Life blows.