15th moon
I couldn't do it.
As of today, I am still a regular senior of my university. A registered fourth year, graduating on March.
I'm not delayed. Meaning I couldn't ditch that lab class that would have forced dropped me had I skipped today. I went to school. And jogged the compulsary distance for my Phys. Ed. class as well. GOD I'M GETTING WARRANTS FROM PROFESSORS--NOTICES OF FORCED DROPPING COMING FROM ABOUT 79 DIRECTIONS, I NEED TO GET A GRIP ON MY ILLNESSES.
Meh. Shows how much guts I don't have. So pointless lame stupid unfortunate for me.
Med app interviews commencing as I type; I hope my classmates are doing fine. I talked to my mom about the not-going-to-medschool-by-June thing and well, let's just say she was calm on the phone, but furious would be an understatement in real life. Wow, I'm such a disappointment already aren't I? Haven't even finished college yet, I wonder how much more messed up I can be after March.
Thesis is moving forward but not so much; and Friday's the deadline for our first draft--we're not even finished with the results yet, we still have the discussion to think about. I want to graduate, but I'm too depressed to complete the process to get to it March is too far away -_-
嵐 songs on repeat and shuffle again. Tomorrow will be 関ジャニ∞, perfect for setting the mood to complete our thesis draft. Friday is for NewS, Saturday for KAT-TUN.
Do I get a tonsillectomy or not? And at last, my throat's spitting out some voice. Now I don't have to actually whisper to the bus conductor where I'm headed.
As of today, I am still a regular senior of my university. A registered fourth year, graduating on March.
I'm not delayed. Meaning I couldn't ditch that lab class that would have forced dropped me had I skipped today. I went to school. And jogged the compulsary distance for my Phys. Ed. class as well. GOD I'M GETTING WARRANTS FROM PROFESSORS--NOTICES OF FORCED DROPPING COMING FROM ABOUT 79 DIRECTIONS, I NEED TO GET A GRIP ON MY ILLNESSES.
Meh. Shows how much guts I don't have. So pointless lame stupid unfortunate for me.
Med app interviews commencing as I type; I hope my classmates are doing fine. I talked to my mom about the not-going-to-medschool-by-June thing and well, let's just say she was calm on the phone, but furious would be an understatement in real life. Wow, I'm such a disappointment already aren't I? Haven't even finished college yet, I wonder how much more messed up I can be after March.
Thesis is moving forward but not so much; and Friday's the deadline for our first draft--we're not even finished with the results yet, we still have the discussion to think about. I want to graduate, but I'm too depressed to complete the process to get to it March is too far away -_-
嵐 songs on repeat and shuffle again. Tomorrow will be 関ジャニ∞, perfect for setting the mood to complete our thesis draft. Friday is for NewS, Saturday for KAT-TUN.
Do I get a tonsillectomy or not? And at last, my throat's spitting out some voice. Now I don't have to actually whisper to the bus conductor where I'm headed.