Things

Oct 07, 2005 11:26

So, things aren't going as planned.Well, they are but they aren't. NJ is just crazy. It's a lot different here than what I'm used to. Florida is well, just completely chilled out and lowkey and CA, well if you don't have a lot of money or didn't grow up there , there's little or no demand for your presence. So, NJ is just wildly insane. People everywhere, and I mean literally. They're loud, boistrous people but pretty friendly. It's just weird. I'm pretty much a hippie at heart, but live with some of the most wasteful individuals. I suppose I can just worry about myself an no one else, right? Yeah, I'm just going to focus on myself as much as possible. All I know is that I really like working for Starbucks
so far but I still really want to work for MAC
Plus, I need to get my ass into school for something. I really want to be an Esthetician, but I also want to teach gradeschool. As an out of state resident (for a nother year probably) my tuition at a community college is $171/credit hour but I'm not sure how long that will take. NJ may have a good policy in place that allows you to apply as a resident right away, so I have to find out. If I plan to be a teacher it doesn't make sense to spend $7k to become an Esthetician, now does it? I need to implement a time management schedule for myself so that I may be more productive and less destructive to what time I DO have. Plus, I need to get back into working out 6 days a week. I feel SO much better when I do. I've only been getting 3 days in as of the past few weeks and I don't want to undo all the hard work I put in over that last 2 years to lose 80 lbs. I think I may just post my plans for each day in my home journal on paper. Journaling helps me to see what the heck is going on, and one think I don't like is to lose control over things. I freak out, really bad.  Well, I'm off to do some Tae Bo....Thanks for reading :)
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