So, things aren't going as planned.Well, they are but they aren't. NJ
is just crazy. It's a lot different here than what I'm used to. Florida
is well, just completely chilled out and lowkey and CA, well if you
don't have a lot of money or didn't grow up there , there's little or
no demand for your presence. So, NJ is just wildly insane. People
everywhere, and I mean literally. They're loud, boistrous people but
pretty friendly. It's just weird. I'm pretty much a hippie at heart,
but live with some of the most wasteful individuals. I suppose I can
just worry about myself an no one else, right? Yeah, I'm just going to
focus on myself as much as possible. All I know is that I really like
working for
Starbucks
so far but I still really want to work for
MAC
Plus, I need to get my ass into school for something. I really want to
be an Esthetician, but I also want to teach gradeschool. As an out of
state resident (for a nother year probably) my tuition at a community
college is $171/credit hour but I'm not sure how long that will take.
NJ may have a good policy in place that allows you to apply as a
resident right away, so I have to find out. If I plan to be a teacher
it doesn't make sense to spend $7k to become an Esthetician, now does
it? I need to implement a time management schedule for myself so that I
may be more productive and less destructive to what time I DO have.
Plus, I need to get back into working out 6 days a week. I feel SO much
better when I do. I've only been getting 3 days in as of the past few
weeks and I don't want to undo all the hard work I put in over that
last 2 years to lose 80 lbs. I think I may just post my plans for each
day in my home journal on paper. Journaling helps me to see what the
heck is going on, and one think I don't like is to lose control over
things. I freak out, really bad. Well, I'm off to do some Tae
Bo....Thanks for reading :)