Mar 25, 2006 22:22
So, things haven't been this good in a while and I'm guessing it's due to some painful patience (yeah I get a little impatient) and hard work! I've been working over 50 hours a week, and the other hours of the day have been dedicated to exercise, research on finding a personal training program (for myself to become a trainer) and just get my overall state of life in order. I'm trying to lose this last 25 stubborn pounds. I've managed somehow to gain 8 pounds since shooting the Tae Bo infomercial but my phsyique is more toned and defined and all my clothes are getting a little bit bigger. I hope to be a CFT within a year or so then soon after that I'd like to go back to Beauty School and go for the whole hair, skin, nails thing. I recently had a bad haircut experience with this girl who was WAY overpriced, who claimed she was good with curly hair. Her personality was non-existant. She was dull, not conversational, not helpful and somewhat stuck up. It's not a bad cut, it's just NOT meant for my thick, curly hair. Anyone who knows anything about curly hair is that layers create even more unwanted volume. So, I'm stuck growing it out for another 6 months then I'll go to the REAL curly hair experts in Delmar, NY, where they give the Ouidad Carve & Slice haircut. I'm kicking myself for not paying the extra $5 for a REAL good cut :(
I'm trying to find myself spiritually lately. I'm feeling my lack of any faith is hindering my progress with inner growth. A semi-lost friend and I have gotten in touch and he has dedicated his life to God and if you'd seen him 6 years ago you would have NEVER thought he'd be back at church again because he was a very negative, religously rebellious person ever! He shunned anything having to do with God as a musician in a Death Metal band! So let's just see where this newly opened door leads me. Now I am realizing that there's someone watching over me, that has given me strength and guidance...