i'm worthless sounds compared to all your perfect words;

[un_comfortable]

i'm thinking about deleting this because i've forgotten how to do this. i've forgotten to feel anything real. i don't have anything left to say. i'm too terrified & too numb. i feel like the person i was doesn't even exsist anymore.

i will keep this for friend purposes but other than that don't expect any more updates. maybe someday i'll come back. but it won't be this journal. & it won't be until i figure out the difference between my mind & reality.