Jan 24, 2006 14:46
I hate feelings they just come up and think they can be there even when you dont want them! some are good some you dont know if you want them but theymake you feel all warm and fussy ewww....
Sunday was very very interesting....if you know about this or took part in this you will know what i am talking about but i dont think jessie liked the idea of it all :( but it was just a lil bit of fun..maybe it should of just been Me, Fido and justin lol ahhh you dirty bitch as Fido would say lol....but thats not all im after in life, ide like to have the perfect relationship but im not going to ever find it because i want to much and i want it all my way! so for now ill be free and live how i wish and do what i want how i want it...im not going to try and change for anyone because its too hard and im not a very good actor...
well im thinking of you and what you want....you came out of nothing to talk to me and offer your friendly smile and sweet nothings....but i ask why me? what can i give to you that another girl cant....im moody, im a bitch, i can never commit to anything, im selfish, i do things i really shouldnt, things that would shock you and maybe even make you cry...
LoVe You well some of you anyway XxX