I know...

May 05, 2005 19:08

That I haven't posted in awhile, once again, but I've been three sheets to the wind.

No, not drunk... well not all the time, it's more like this...

I've been forcing changes, and that's not so easy because things generally want to stay the same. That's inertia, I think. And then when you force a change, you are responsible for all of the unforeseeable circumstances that are the result thereof. So, I have been trying to deal with everything in a way that gives my conscience some modicum of self-righteousness.

And I'd be happy if it were only three sheets, but it's more like my entire deck of 52 cards has been scattered into the wind and I am running here to there trying to gather them back together... but some of the cards that I have found are not the same cards that were set free(so to speak). And so, I have changed.
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