Aug 17, 2005 15:40
Not real ones mind you but things from your past. I dunno perhaps this thing should be aptly titled “Damn..Has it been a year already?”
Fuck…anyway just zooming around myspace collecting local friends for The Earps. I got some really cool musical demographic, marketing data - basically some really cool math and stats of ‘who’ could be a potential fans of our music- and thought I would use it to our advantage in ‘friend’ collecting…and bam, there she was. Like a ghost staring me right in the face…my heart and stomach sank. Don’t get me wrong im glad life has continued on and im happy as a lark that everything is almost (job sucks) perfect. I wouldn’t change a thing and I WONT go back. I just miss being friends with my ghost..hanging out, talking, watching HBO…shit like that, ya know?
I guess it was just unexpected…that’s all. Good thing I got a show tonight..i need to shake this with thundering guitar. I’ll be in rare form so be ready.
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