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I have never been so depressed in my entire life.
Ive never wanted it to end more than i do right now.
And i feel so guilty for having these awful thoughts.
I feel like i cant do this anymore.
I have never thought of giving landon up for adoption until today.
I dont think i can take care of him. There are people who could do it way better than me. I dont think i can give him the love he deserves.
He deserves a mother and a father, and i cant give him that.
Jason doesnt want anything to do with either of us.
I have been crying all day. I dont know what to do with myself.
I can barley breathe. my face is so swollen i can barley see.
my nose is so runny that i cant smell. my head hurts.
is it ever going to get any better?
Ive never wanted it to end more than i do right now.
And i feel so guilty for having these awful thoughts.
I feel like i cant do this anymore.
I have never thought of giving landon up for adoption until today.
I dont think i can take care of him. There are people who could do it way better than me. I dont think i can give him the love he deserves.
He deserves a mother and a father, and i cant give him that.
Jason doesnt want anything to do with either of us.
I have been crying all day. I dont know what to do with myself.
I can barley breathe. my face is so swollen i can barley see.
my nose is so runny that i cant smell. my head hurts.
is it ever going to get any better?