October 13, 2008
As i felt the familiar sensation surge through my body,
i thought, how could one put their finger on such a feeling.
jealousy...
i hate it.
why is she so beautiful?
and it isnt as if all she has to offer is looks..
she's also intriguing and her beauty is the frame on the fantastic portrait that she is.
do i know this person? i no longer know..
but i for once in a long time feel sadness as it pours throughout my dull senses..
but even if i am to not compare, i still see myself the same.
i am cold and not there.
but if i am to compare, she is as warm as sunlight.
her body is nothing short of perfect and her smile is warming and sweet. i know that inside she is not as beautiful, but no one bothers to look past what they see, as they are stunned by her appearance.
one cannot pass without pondering the beauty of this girl, and that makes her matter.
thats just the way it is.
this is how i feel, in color. im not poetic.
i thought, how could one put their finger on such a feeling.
jealousy...
i hate it.
why is she so beautiful?
and it isnt as if all she has to offer is looks..
she's also intriguing and her beauty is the frame on the fantastic portrait that she is.
do i know this person? i no longer know..
but i for once in a long time feel sadness as it pours throughout my dull senses..
but even if i am to not compare, i still see myself the same.
i am cold and not there.
but if i am to compare, she is as warm as sunlight.
her body is nothing short of perfect and her smile is warming and sweet. i know that inside she is not as beautiful, but no one bothers to look past what they see, as they are stunned by her appearance.
one cannot pass without pondering the beauty of this girl, and that makes her matter.
thats just the way it is.
this is how i feel, in color. im not poetic.