confessions of an alcoholic

[ummm_girl]

i want to stop drinking.
what is it gonna take for me to do that?
i hate drinking. i act stupid and it melts away my money.
i drink to help me with my insecurities.
no one is gonna want to play with me.
the only time i see my friends is when we go out to drink. : (
i have no self control.
Help.