bye johnny greenwood

May 05, 2005 12:04

the shortest relationship i have ever had just ended. it ended through the internet. i got a message on myspace. y did it end? another girl. he chose another girl. oh well what ya gonna do. im a big mess. my head hurts from crying. and i get so mad at myself everytime i think about him. i really thought he was "the one" god that sounds so stupid now. i wanted to marry him and ... To sum it all up i feel

STUPID-HELPLESS-SORROW-ITS NOT FAIR-
well i dont want to be with someone who doesnt want to be with me. as for the future. who knows. will i be able to trust someone again? probably Will i fall in love again? Definately. cuz as much as it hurts it felt good while i was doing it. no regrets.

everything happens for a reason.
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