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Frustration.
I'm tired of people thinking I'm weird for being myself. Not only am I tired of it, I fucking hate it. I mean I know I am goofy, but people can make me feel like I dont even want to be myself, and just some fucking brain dead zombie who discusses the 'happenings' of our social world. I don't like those kinds of discussions, I like discussions with meaning, I'm sorry that I don't enjoy small talk! And there's this constant battle in my mind; be my weird ass self? or be boring and 'cool'?
I like to think of myself as somewhat entertaining, I try to make people smile, is that really so bad to do?
I'm tired of people thinking I'm weird for being myself. Not only am I tired of it, I fucking hate it. I mean I know I am goofy, but people can make me feel like I dont even want to be myself, and just some fucking brain dead zombie who discusses the 'happenings' of our social world. I don't like those kinds of discussions, I like discussions with meaning, I'm sorry that I don't enjoy small talk! And there's this constant battle in my mind; be my weird ass self? or be boring and 'cool'?
I like to think of myself as somewhat entertaining, I try to make people smile, is that really so bad to do?