errr
i think i discovered why i hate everything now,and the whole human existance and everything that it is comprised of.
i watchedn ! heart huckabees agian. it is too good. i doesn't answer questions but makes you feel you should question everything.. and then slit your wrists in the shower...........but maybe i just weird.
i also don't think i'm going to talk to dad again. he just pisses me off soo much.
i can't actually communicate ....
ah crap no one cares.
all i can say is that i can't wait to move out, i think i may go psycho insane if i stay here ..
and i don't care where too, i just can't stand being where in am at the moment. it's depressing
i want to move to argentina or morroco......
maybe guam..
possibly india...... i could really go for OshoDham
i feel i need some sort of enlightenment or dicection in my life.
go on a deep meditational camp.
"The commune is not a religion, following collectively on a super-highway. The commune belongs to individuals who have joined hands with each other because they are going on an inner journey where they will be alone. But with so many people going on that inner journey alone the fear of being alone is dropped.
You can share your experiences with each other; perhaps sharing your experiences with each other will help immensely. That's why therapies exist where people can open their heart and share their experiences.
But the commune experience is a therapeutic experience -- day in, day out.
FROM BONDAGE TO FREEDOM"
"My concern is with growth. You must grow to become one, to become whole, to become sane. I am not going to force sanity upon you. Rather, I am going to bring out your insanity. When it is pulled out completely, thrown into the wind, sanity will happen to you, you will grow. You will be transformed. That is the meaning of meditation.
MEDITATION: THE ART OF ECSTASY"
"In meditation camps I have felt and observed that after two or three days your individuality is no more; you become part of a greater consciousness. And very subtle waves are being felt, very subtle waves start moving, and the group consciousness evolves.
VIGYAN BHAIRAV TANTRA VOL 2"
i like
this culture is really getting to me. processed foods, animals, plastic and concrete...
i feel ill living here.
i watchedn ! heart huckabees agian. it is too good. i doesn't answer questions but makes you feel you should question everything.. and then slit your wrists in the shower...........but maybe i just weird.
i also don't think i'm going to talk to dad again. he just pisses me off soo much.
i can't actually communicate ....
ah crap no one cares.
all i can say is that i can't wait to move out, i think i may go psycho insane if i stay here ..
and i don't care where too, i just can't stand being where in am at the moment. it's depressing
i want to move to argentina or morroco......
maybe guam..
possibly india...... i could really go for OshoDham
i feel i need some sort of enlightenment or dicection in my life.
go on a deep meditational camp.
"The commune is not a religion, following collectively on a super-highway. The commune belongs to individuals who have joined hands with each other because they are going on an inner journey where they will be alone. But with so many people going on that inner journey alone the fear of being alone is dropped.
You can share your experiences with each other; perhaps sharing your experiences with each other will help immensely. That's why therapies exist where people can open their heart and share their experiences.
But the commune experience is a therapeutic experience -- day in, day out.
FROM BONDAGE TO FREEDOM"
"My concern is with growth. You must grow to become one, to become whole, to become sane. I am not going to force sanity upon you. Rather, I am going to bring out your insanity. When it is pulled out completely, thrown into the wind, sanity will happen to you, you will grow. You will be transformed. That is the meaning of meditation.
MEDITATION: THE ART OF ECSTASY"
"In meditation camps I have felt and observed that after two or three days your individuality is no more; you become part of a greater consciousness. And very subtle waves are being felt, very subtle waves start moving, and the group consciousness evolves.
VIGYAN BHAIRAV TANTRA VOL 2"
i like
this culture is really getting to me. processed foods, animals, plastic and concrete...
i feel ill living here.