Jan 01, 2007 00:12
It's now the new year. And I afeel really down. I felt down since 10 minutes before midnight. I don't know. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. I have an essay in english tomorrow about if celebrity opinions are worthwile. (I am only paraphrasing to the general idea. It's actually kpretty hard-I have no idea what to write about. We don't even discuss it before we write or anything.) So I'm really frustrated/worried about that. And I feel really empty. Idk. It makes me feel old too, even though I'm not. I'm sad and worried that I have to grow up and u know, live my life, Attempt to be successful...
Everyone is watching fireworks. I don't feel like it. They're all yelling at me. Shit up.
I have no idea, but the whole time the ball was droppiong I was thinking of Idina. Maybe it's b/c how they do those performance thingys before (after?) the ball. It would be cool if she did that once...she's pretty amazing...
Maybe I'm PMSing.
We (some russian people) pput on 3 lil pigs for the parents b/c it's the year of the pig. I was the wolf. It was pretty sweet. We did everybody dance now at the end. And it was like, runescape style (like, we did it like a computer game, b/c the 3 oth er ppl in the play, the kids, who were pigs, really love runescape...so...)
that's about it.
Have a happy new year. Try not to feel too old.