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being stuck sucks. M hates me for meeting a guy he told me to meet. im sorry M..i cant help it. i like him. if you didnt want me to date him..why tell me to?? i asked you to keep me for yourself..but you didnt want to..just in case you met someone else. you tell me to date...then get mad at me for it. you think i replaced you..but you know you can never be replaced. ill always love you. but i cant feel the way i have been anymore. you admitted it wasnt fair to me..so why are you upset im finally leaving? im sorry fuck friends wasnt enough. im sorry no strings made me sad. im sorry you cant be my friend anymore because someone else is in the picture. you told me last night..that i would have freaked if you met anyone else. thats true. i would have. i still will. but i TELL you this. you tell me to meet people..and that well always be close no matter what. you lie to me. maybe M...its YOU who left ME.