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it's been exactly one year. can you imagine that? it's been one year since i've seen charlotte and all the people i left behind. i've had an undescribable year. here's an overview:
well i left charlotte on july 7th and arrived in germany on july 8th. i hated it. i despised every person and every building. i wanted to go home.
i barely made it through the summer. i didn't know anyone and i was still clinging onto you guys and charlotte. the only thing that kept me sane was knowing charlotte was still there.
i started school and i (for the first time ever) actually made friends within the first couple of months. i started hanging out with people more and more.
jordan talked to me every sunday since last year and i love her more than anything for it. i can barely wait for the next sunday as soon as i get off the phone with her.
i went to prague with my class at the end of february and that was great "bonding" time for us. i started hanging out with the guys in the class.
i'm part of the class now and we do something every weekend. i've changed so much in the past year... it's weird.
my life is here now and i'm not wanting to go back to charlotte every day. don't get me wrong, i still miss it like crazy, but it's not a "must" anymore.
i wish i would've kept in touch with more people. but i think the people that are important to me kept in touch with me and i talk to them on a regular basis.
i love the letters i get from colin, talking to michael online, seeing lj updates from karen, my emails from ben, phone conversations with will smo and jordan, etc.
i have a boyfriend now. it's not a big deal because we've been going out for not even 2 full weeks but so far it's been going great :P
the people i don't talk to anymore... i can't say that i miss them because i don't know WHAT i'm missing.
will is coming in 17 days and i'm so excited. i can't wait to show someone my life here and what i've been doing for the past year. also we're going to berlin for almost a week and WOW it's my first vacation without my parents.
i get out of school on smos birthday (july 27th) and then start again sept. 15th.
my email is still: live_life1987@yahoo.de i will gladly email you back.
i miss you.
that's it.
<3 me
well i left charlotte on july 7th and arrived in germany on july 8th. i hated it. i despised every person and every building. i wanted to go home.
i barely made it through the summer. i didn't know anyone and i was still clinging onto you guys and charlotte. the only thing that kept me sane was knowing charlotte was still there.
i started school and i (for the first time ever) actually made friends within the first couple of months. i started hanging out with people more and more.
jordan talked to me every sunday since last year and i love her more than anything for it. i can barely wait for the next sunday as soon as i get off the phone with her.
i went to prague with my class at the end of february and that was great "bonding" time for us. i started hanging out with the guys in the class.
i'm part of the class now and we do something every weekend. i've changed so much in the past year... it's weird.
my life is here now and i'm not wanting to go back to charlotte every day. don't get me wrong, i still miss it like crazy, but it's not a "must" anymore.
i wish i would've kept in touch with more people. but i think the people that are important to me kept in touch with me and i talk to them on a regular basis.
i love the letters i get from colin, talking to michael online, seeing lj updates from karen, my emails from ben, phone conversations with will smo and jordan, etc.
i have a boyfriend now. it's not a big deal because we've been going out for not even 2 full weeks but so far it's been going great :P
the people i don't talk to anymore... i can't say that i miss them because i don't know WHAT i'm missing.
will is coming in 17 days and i'm so excited. i can't wait to show someone my life here and what i've been doing for the past year. also we're going to berlin for almost a week and WOW it's my first vacation without my parents.
i get out of school on smos birthday (july 27th) and then start again sept. 15th.
my email is still: live_life1987@yahoo.de i will gladly email you back.
i miss you.
that's it.
<3 me