May 02, 2006 15:15
AHHHHH
finals approaching...
its reading week, and i have bio and spanish on thursday.
chemistries on monday and tuesday.
im so nervous about all of them (except spanish)...im even afraid of what i got on my archaeology final. it was pretty hard...dangit.....
im such a failure.
i had a dream about ben last night....his appearance was brief, and he didnt talk to me at all...wait...THAT WASNT A DREAM!!!! LOL XD no, kidding:
i walked past pat's table at lunch, and said excuse me, let me just squeeze by here....and they all gave me death glares. i smiled, and laughed, and said, brrr! is it cold in here, or is it just me? i recall ben smiling at me.
not a very important dream. but meh. noteable.
last weekend was really fun. friday was finalfriday, and i painted faces....i painted some kids hand in some band...and he absolutely loved it. all it was was "1888"...whateva, danny, of the city drive!! then we saw wedding crashers, went to see michael ian black, then watched wizard of oz synched to dark side of the moon. that was SWEET. ben folds came saturday, and he was excellent. i had 5 shots of vodka and did not feel drunk at all. so that was dumb. no more drinking. but i met up with chris, leon, and clint at ben folds while my drunk friends wandered away somewhere....clint just does not like me for some reason...he really ignored me. chris at least acknowledged me...and leon is really nice. he so cool. so then the concert was over and joy and i met jason at bears den. we met up with heidi, krissa, jay, neema, and jackie. they all came up to k3, and we danced and chilled in joys room for a while. that was fun. then joy had to go visit vir, so, the rest of us (including meghan) went up to beau 3. i hoped i wouldnt see francisco...we hung out in krissa and heidis room for a while, and i got yelled at by mario for playing the guitar too loud, apparently....then someone told me joy was sleepin in clints bed, and im like what! she was supposed to hang out with us! so i go into their room, and realize they have a SNES!!!! i played super mario world with leon until we beat the game....he was so impressed by my skills! chris called me a boy...but whatever. they are all just jealous of my awesome skills. but then, francisco came in...he was nice, and we were getting along fine. after everyone went to bed he and i decided to try and beat the game the long way. we played until 4, until he said "well i guess you arent going back to koenig tonight....seeing as though its rainign and cold and 4 in the morning..." so im like haha okay...so we go to bed....he told me he cared about me, and that i shouldnt be sad about anything...he said he didnt want to hurt me.
well....i thought that was funny, because, he is hurting me!!! i think at this point it might be the last sleepover we have...which is sad. but at least we arent awkward anymore, because of our fight the other night....
so now im at the library studying bio. i think im doing pretty good on time. im writing on here as a break. i have a bit more reading to do....then, ill go over the slides again, and make notecards. then ill probably take a look at the lectures i dont really understand or whatever. ill probably skim through the notes again...then call it a night. MOONLIGHT BRUNCH TONIGHT!!!!! ... tomorrow, ill look over the answers to the previous problem sets and exams. i really want to do well on this test....
im hungry. i had a tiramisu chocolate chip muffin and a banana for breakfast around 11. it was DELICIOUS. YUM. um, i guess ill probably go get some subway pretty soon....because moonlight brunch is at 10. which is pretty late i guess. meh.
I CANNOT WAIT until summer. its goign to be so much fun...i have so much planned. and by fall, when i come back to school...i am going to be hott and sexy. and my hair will be long, finally. maybe. bahhh!!!!! im really sad to have to leave my friends in a week. i love them so much, and i would be dead without them. like probably literally.
okay, thats enough for now i guess!!!!!!