Aug 05, 2004 12:37
Well I just finished my statistics final and ...I bombed it, fuck ass shit!...guess I will be seeing everybody in spring for a retake. On other news I am going to Fort walton/Destin area of FL next week leaving on tuesday and will get back on Saturday. So finally I can relax yeeeeaaah. I have not seen much of my friends this semester, well at least some of them, and it is messing with me. But on the other hand this summer has given me a new drive in my life and I think I'm a little more stable than I have been in about a year. I need a job hardcore. Eventually I will get one at the present moment it is not at all my priority. I need to do something right now that will hurt someone but the current events while pleasant are not feeling like the right "thing" or what ever. Do I make this action? How long can one continue to be in situations, or Do things that you know is wrong? How long can people justify injustice, whether intentional or not? There is a saying May you live in interesting times and indeed we do. Seen and unseen events occur everyday that affect the course of our lives. Whether or not we are actors in them depends on how much we notice and care. Ultimately perhaps no matter how much we fail personally we can succeed in the knowledge that we indeed do care about ourselves and others, and that we act to the best of our current ability not to bring pain onto others shoulders,but instead relief, laughter and joy. People will bring pain onto themselves and imagine acts and insults when none exist, and we must take this in stride. Rise above, BE, ACT, LOVE, REMEMBER...
...To be self sufficient is, I have said before the hardest thing to accomplish. Everyone strives for it and VERY, VERY few ever truly reach that place. Yet, there are many aspects to this goal, mental, spiritual, and physical. The physical self sufficiency is that which comes after the other two. When one knows ones self and is content with oneself, that person is self sufficient, When one understands and accepts their place in the universe, that person finds peace. When one finds peace, this light shines through to all. When the many are one, the one provides for all.
...Like a diamond with an infinite number of facets...any way you look at it, it is still the same diamond.
-The Whisperer