everybody is alone in this world.

[umbrellas__]

this is pretty old, and not very good, but i figure maybe it'll get me back into writing.

I never wanted to be this kind of girl.

The kind who runs out of things to say.

The kind who can’t say exactly what she means.
But here i am, scrambling for an explaination.

I never wanted you to change.

Never even thought it.

Because the truth is,

You can’t make me see you differently.

I warned you that I was blind.

But I guess you didn’t believe me.

I never wanted to be this kind of girl.

The kind who could break a heart.

The kind who could be so selfish.

Well, I can’t help this, and it wasn’t my choice.

The truth is that this is your fault.

If you had never told me, if you had never

Grabbed my hand and whispered

We would be okay.

We would still be able to talk,

To look at each other straight on.

I never felt what you felt

Or what you think you felt.

I’ve been a lot of girls,

But I was never the girl who loved you.