do you hate me for saying so?
i just had my last class of freshman year, and my last class at elizabethtown college. i'm really not sure how to feel about it. i mean, i know that this place is wrong for me and i need to be somewhere i'll feel creative, but in the last couple of days i've actually started to like it here. how fucked up is that? i choose to come around when all thats left of the year is finals week? ugh. i know that i've changed my goals in life, and at this point everyone expects me to be set in them and to know exactly what i'm going to do with my life, but i'm just not sure. the trouble is that there are so many things that i want to be and do and i just can't decide what i want more. the other problem is: will i even be any good at the things i want to do? given all of my advantages, will i turn out any different than my mother?