sigh
I am honestly very glad that I made someone happy. It's what I love to do - truly. However I just kinda hope that someday there'll be somebody who cares as much for me as I do for them. I know everyone's wishing for it... I just feel right now that I want it so badly it hurts. not in the kind of 'I wanna kill myself' sort of way... I just feel a little less than whole - maybe I"m just like a tarantula in that way... if you don't show me a little affection sometimes then I might not want to do it anymore. It's sorta like my heart just shrivelled a little - it's not quite big enough to be broken...
and now I've joined the very long list of those feeling depressed on Valentines Day. But it's not what I expected. It's just a quiet little hurt that's been there for longer than I thought.. and isn't likely to leave me for quite a while. Maybe it will be my valentine..
night all
and please please don't waste what you have - it's so special I can barely understand it
and now I've joined the very long list of those feeling depressed on Valentines Day. But it's not what I expected. It's just a quiet little hurt that's been there for longer than I thought.. and isn't likely to leave me for quite a while. Maybe it will be my valentine..
night all
and please please don't waste what you have - it's so special I can barely understand it