Jul 06, 2008 22:33
I'm a little afraid of who I'm choosing to become and what I'm choosing to do about my friends. I'm not sure the right thing should hurt like this. I feel like I'm making a mistake.
Is it so wrong to be curious to see what it's like to have everything crash and burn around me? Maybe that's how I'm going to grow. Maybe I'm stuck in what should be my past.
I don't know what to do and I'm not sure I trust the same people to help me figure it out anymore.