Passion
Can passion please stop being so elusive? Please? I feel like Peter Pan chasing a God damn shadow. You see the echoes, sure. Something out of the corner of your eye. You go long enough without it and you start forcing yourself to see it in places and people where it won't ever be.
I considered luring a girl into cheating on her boyfriend tonight when we were talking and I'm pretty sure I could pull it off.
Any girl who flashes me a smile or isn't a complete bitch to me I've begun to register as 'well maybe her'. I know, at least at this point, that only Sara-without-an-h would be the real thing and not something forced. The universe needs to give me an opportunity to ask what I need to ask, be it from her or her friend: is she seeing someone? That's my main concern. This girl is way too amazing not to be, but, I need to know for sure before I can move on or take another step towards her.
I know I'm making shit more complicated that it needs to be, but, that's me.
I considered luring a girl into cheating on her boyfriend tonight when we were talking and I'm pretty sure I could pull it off.
Any girl who flashes me a smile or isn't a complete bitch to me I've begun to register as 'well maybe her'. I know, at least at this point, that only Sara-without-an-h would be the real thing and not something forced. The universe needs to give me an opportunity to ask what I need to ask, be it from her or her friend: is she seeing someone? That's my main concern. This girl is way too amazing not to be, but, I need to know for sure before I can move on or take another step towards her.
I know I'm making shit more complicated that it needs to be, but, that's me.