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[umbra_of_agony]

Everytime I see her see brightens up my day,
And everytime I leave her my world falls apart...
Yet I know, I shall never be hers,
And I sit and watch...
I will be a friend,
And continue caring unconditionally...
Regardless of how she would chose to treat me.

Arg... It just hurts sometimes.
To know you'll never be more than friends.
That you'll always have to shine that friendly smile,
No more.
That you have to say "Pretty"
Not beautiful.
That even if she cared about you.
She would never admit it,
Her beliefs a wall between us no matter what...

I'll be happier next time.
Just let me have this one moment,
Where I can truly be me.
I don't have to wear a mask,
To please others.
I can be free,
And truly me...

Bye...