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I haven't talked to sezzlybottom in at LEAST a week and it makes me incredibly sad. I'm worried that this is a sign that we won't get to talk much while I'm at school either, since it appears my insane insomnia years have passed me by. I can't make it to 3 am anymore unless I take a nap beforehand. Then again, I found out that I need B12 shots because the vitamin supplements just haven't been cutting it, so the doctor swears I will get more energy once I'm on those shots. Who knows.
Tonight is my second to last shift at Bob's! Which reminds me, I need to re-reapply to Uno's since I accidentally applied to the wrong store. I never claimed to be intelligent; I completely forgot I worked at Ellicott City and not Columbia. I think its because I trained at Columbia though, at least for those stupid classes.
I made cupcakes yesterday and today and now I must clean up the mess, but that seems like no fun so I'm avoiding it.
I also finally looked up my coursebooks for this upcoming semester...and JESUS they are expensive. There is no sane reason for a book to cost over $100. None. But I picked up a few on Half.com for my Women in Politics course; we're reading The Feminine Mystique and The Second Sex and a book that has Sisters in the title but I can't remember the name of it. It seems like an interesting booklist, but my Geography textbook looks boring, as do my personnel management ones...but then again, I'm not sure how interesting you can make that sort of thing.
I'm also looking around for things to sell on half.com. I need money desperately if I'm going to afford my books this semester, and that sucks. I hate being poor, and it seems I constantly am.
Everyone in NZ is on holiday right now, and it really set in today that I'm not going back to take the courses I planned on taking. I don't know how I feel; sometimes I really regret it but I am happier here. I needed the people that are here-my family and friends-more than I needed to be there. I love the country and I want to go back someday in different circumstances, but I know that I need to be home right now and I'm glad that I am. I really only miss a handful of people too, so that helps. I definitely don't miss Bronwyn at all.
I guess that is it for now. I should go clean all the chocolate up...ugh.
I haven't talked to sezzlybottom in at LEAST a week and it makes me incredibly sad. I'm worried that this is a sign that we won't get to talk much while I'm at school either, since it appears my insane insomnia years have passed me by. I can't make it to 3 am anymore unless I take a nap beforehand. Then again, I found out that I need B12 shots because the vitamin supplements just haven't been cutting it, so the doctor swears I will get more energy once I'm on those shots. Who knows.
Tonight is my second to last shift at Bob's! Which reminds me, I need to re-reapply to Uno's since I accidentally applied to the wrong store. I never claimed to be intelligent; I completely forgot I worked at Ellicott City and not Columbia. I think its because I trained at Columbia though, at least for those stupid classes.
I made cupcakes yesterday and today and now I must clean up the mess, but that seems like no fun so I'm avoiding it.
I also finally looked up my coursebooks for this upcoming semester...and JESUS they are expensive. There is no sane reason for a book to cost over $100. None. But I picked up a few on Half.com for my Women in Politics course; we're reading The Feminine Mystique and The Second Sex and a book that has Sisters in the title but I can't remember the name of it. It seems like an interesting booklist, but my Geography textbook looks boring, as do my personnel management ones...but then again, I'm not sure how interesting you can make that sort of thing.
I'm also looking around for things to sell on half.com. I need money desperately if I'm going to afford my books this semester, and that sucks. I hate being poor, and it seems I constantly am.
Everyone in NZ is on holiday right now, and it really set in today that I'm not going back to take the courses I planned on taking. I don't know how I feel; sometimes I really regret it but I am happier here. I needed the people that are here-my family and friends-more than I needed to be there. I love the country and I want to go back someday in different circumstances, but I know that I need to be home right now and I'm glad that I am. I really only miss a handful of people too, so that helps. I definitely don't miss Bronwyn at all.
I guess that is it for now. I should go clean all the chocolate up...ugh.