my sister
I cried with my sister on the phone last night. She is completely in love with a boy. She has never even kissed him. We cried about how much love we have to give to others. She told me her art work is what saves her from total colapse. It is her outlet for all the love she has. Mine too. I have decided that when I go to this diesel party I am going to be unwaveringly loving to everyone. I will not be kissing or touching any boys until I know that they adore me. I will not have sex anymore. I will only have love. Sometimes I think of how completely I loved him. I have moved beyond him. I know this, but no matter how many dates I go on, and how many other boys I date in my life I will always love and adore him for who he is.
I know I have thought some very hateful and angry things in the past, but I just realize that I adore him and always will. I am calm about this. I can have any boy I want. why do I obsess over some geek in maine? distraction I suppose.
I know I have thought some very hateful and angry things in the past, but I just realize that I adore him and always will. I am calm about this. I can have any boy I want. why do I obsess over some geek in maine? distraction I suppose.