No more clothes
I am tired of this life. I am tired of all things shallow and uninteresting. I do not care. I need to surround myself with positive people. It makes me so sad to think of others in a negative way. I want to love all of humanity. I want to be with others in a profound and enlightening way. I want to step into them and vice versa in a meaningful and spiritual way. I don't want to go to college anymore. I want to spend my time loving others. That is all I want to do. Love people. Give to others. Hold people who are so hard and make them soft. Kiss and hug and cry for others. I want to give myself to humanity. To do positive things on this earth. What more can I give than my love? All actions are birthed out of this love. My love is the final stop at the end of all my actions. It is also the starting point of everything I do. I want to do more than cry thinking about love. I want to give myself more to love. Instead of waiting for it to drop itself at my feet. Seeking love. Doing good. Begining to understand others and loving them just the same. I don't want anger of hatred in my life. What is wrong with love? Why not let loose so precious a gift?
And what is the bottom line? I will not sleep with someone until I love them. I have not slept with anyone since the last person I so completely loved. And love is more important than anything to me. I don't want to be alive.
And what is the bottom line? I will not sleep with someone until I love them. I have not slept with anyone since the last person I so completely loved. And love is more important than anything to me. I don't want to be alive.