school (13 year old girl)
I am at school right now and I should be studying. Oh well.
This new journal is amazing! Not only do I write pages and pages in my diary at home, this gives me a new perspective on my own writing. Maybe I am a 13 year old girl!
I was quite conciously thinking about how many times I licked my lips during a conversation I had with someone the other day. That was all I could think about. Nothing she had to say mattered at much as the next time it would be socially acceptable to lick my lips so she would not think I was trying to make the moves on her. Thoughts like that cloud my mind.
Sometimes if another person wants to get my attention they have to say my name at least 4 times in order for me to respond. I am mostly thinking about paper or soft ponies or the color brown. How many colors of brown are in this bag?
The girl I work with thought that I was younger than I am.
The fact that I am physically attractive sometimes angers me. I don't like to be looked at. I wish sometimes I did not get as much attention as I did from others. Most often I purposely make myself look unnatractive. Not showering, wearing ill-fitting clothes. My favorite thing to wear is a moo moo. Not that I am extremely attractive, but enough to warrant a kind of attention from people. I would rather be thought of as goofy and wacky.
This new journal is amazing! Not only do I write pages and pages in my diary at home, this gives me a new perspective on my own writing. Maybe I am a 13 year old girl!
I was quite conciously thinking about how many times I licked my lips during a conversation I had with someone the other day. That was all I could think about. Nothing she had to say mattered at much as the next time it would be socially acceptable to lick my lips so she would not think I was trying to make the moves on her. Thoughts like that cloud my mind.
Sometimes if another person wants to get my attention they have to say my name at least 4 times in order for me to respond. I am mostly thinking about paper or soft ponies or the color brown. How many colors of brown are in this bag?
The girl I work with thought that I was younger than I am.
The fact that I am physically attractive sometimes angers me. I don't like to be looked at. I wish sometimes I did not get as much attention as I did from others. Most often I purposely make myself look unnatractive. Not showering, wearing ill-fitting clothes. My favorite thing to wear is a moo moo. Not that I am extremely attractive, but enough to warrant a kind of attention from people. I would rather be thought of as goofy and wacky.