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Whatever happened to my dream from when I was 16 of all my friends and family living in the same town, preferably on the same street?
Life would be so much easier if your whole entire support system was within a five mile drive.
I really used to believe that this was possible.
My friend and I would talk about it like it really was going to happen.
My parents have been looking to move for awhile now and they both finally found a house they like in upstate New York somewhere.
It is really just adding to my anxiety.
If they move, I possibly will move.
But guess what?
No one I know lives out there.
And it's very unpopulated.
I think I just need to go for a run to relieve some pressure.
I know it sounds silly but all I REALLY need is to find a guy who cares about me unconditionally.
I know how that sounds.
But at LEAST then I would have one guaranteed static person who isn't going to move to TN, CA, VA etc. without me.
Thinking about this frustrates me beyond belief.
Life would be so much easier if your whole entire support system was within a five mile drive.
I really used to believe that this was possible.
My friend and I would talk about it like it really was going to happen.
My parents have been looking to move for awhile now and they both finally found a house they like in upstate New York somewhere.
It is really just adding to my anxiety.
If they move, I possibly will move.
But guess what?
No one I know lives out there.
And it's very unpopulated.
I think I just need to go for a run to relieve some pressure.
I know it sounds silly but all I REALLY need is to find a guy who cares about me unconditionally.
I know how that sounds.
But at LEAST then I would have one guaranteed static person who isn't going to move to TN, CA, VA etc. without me.
Thinking about this frustrates me beyond belief.