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True to form, after my first day I am having panic attacks.
Mild ones.
Very mild ones...
In comparison to the past two years.
Every single year I get like this and I just wish that I had an easier time beginning things in life.
I really suck at it.
I just start to worry about every little thing which leads me to worry about other little things like my parents dying or just ANYTHING.
It's terrible and quite possibly the worst feeling ever.
I know it'll go away.
And I know I'll make friends.
This year will be really hard but it won't kill me.
I need to grow up.
Mild ones.
Very mild ones...
In comparison to the past two years.
Every single year I get like this and I just wish that I had an easier time beginning things in life.
I really suck at it.
I just start to worry about every little thing which leads me to worry about other little things like my parents dying or just ANYTHING.
It's terrible and quite possibly the worst feeling ever.
I know it'll go away.
And I know I'll make friends.
This year will be really hard but it won't kill me.
I need to grow up.