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I'm so confused. 99% of me feels better than I've felt in a really long time. But there's stlil that 1% thats hurt. And that 1% that keeps trying to take over.
But I figure as long as I can keep it at 1%.. I'm already ahead of the game.
So I've been occupying my time with lots of things that make me happy. One such thing does not include hanging out with Seth.. who I've decided isn't worth spending time with.. because every run-in or conversation is the same. He's condescending and belittling and I hate it. He's an asshole. To me.
But w.e. That's not what this is about. lol.
I've had a really good past few days. I've been in the best mood and been legitamently happy. I haven't been bored or not enjoyed whatever it was I was doing.
And I want to stay this way for as long as possible.
That's all.
Dog's barking. That means friend's here. Which means
bye.
But I figure as long as I can keep it at 1%.. I'm already ahead of the game.
So I've been occupying my time with lots of things that make me happy. One such thing does not include hanging out with Seth.. who I've decided isn't worth spending time with.. because every run-in or conversation is the same. He's condescending and belittling and I hate it. He's an asshole. To me.
But w.e. That's not what this is about. lol.
I've had a really good past few days. I've been in the best mood and been legitamently happy. I haven't been bored or not enjoyed whatever it was I was doing.
And I want to stay this way for as long as possible.
That's all.
Dog's barking. That means friend's here. Which means
bye.