We're Better Off This Way, Right?
On nights like this, when my mind can't find my body, the only thing that can manages to touch me is your music. I don't know if that will ever change, and I don't know what it means about my soul, and I don't know if it's something I need to work on, but I know that it is just how I am.
The world is spinning fluidly now. It's kind of bouncing all over the place, but at least the movement is continuous. I am no longer at standstill. Quite the contrary, everything is hitting at once. Everyone is hitting at once. And this newness is great, and scary, and moving too fast, tempting me to slam the brakes. And the deadline comes closer and my head spins, and I don't know where the world is these days.
Yikes. Good thing I'm going back to Ithaca tomorrow. I just need to settle down for awhile. This week has been a lot.
The world is spinning fluidly now. It's kind of bouncing all over the place, but at least the movement is continuous. I am no longer at standstill. Quite the contrary, everything is hitting at once. Everyone is hitting at once. And this newness is great, and scary, and moving too fast, tempting me to slam the brakes. And the deadline comes closer and my head spins, and I don't know where the world is these days.
Yikes. Good thing I'm going back to Ithaca tomorrow. I just need to settle down for awhile. This week has been a lot.