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[um_fairy]

wow...i updated like not even a week ago and i'm writing again? something must be up...hehe. not really, finished exams this week...yay!...did fairly well, i'm pretty happy with my grades, there's always room for improvement...but it's all good. hehe...anyway, tomorrow is turkey day!! yay! i'm so excited...it's actually starting to feel like the holidays...it's all nice and cold, they've been putting up christmas lights and it all looks beautiful. i don't think i could be happier with my life than i am right now, everything seems to be going smoothly...i guess this is the rainbow after the rain kinda deal. i went through a lot of shit in the past month and now, finally, i'm starting to understand why and i'm starting to get payback. it's very good. i'm just scared, that within an instant, it'll all be taken from me, every bit of it...sooner rather than later. i wish it wasn't so, but i know that it's the way it has to be...this is only transient...only a little bit of help to move me along...or is it? i guess we'll just see what happens but for right now, i'm enjoying every second of it. running my hands through your hair, giving you that look and getting that look from you, talking about all we want and all we don't, and hearing you say you wish i was there...i've loved it all. this started as something stupid, something that i was using as a distraction, an excuse to move on...but it's turned out to be so much more than i had ever even imagined possible...you give me that funny feeling in my stomach. and even though we only have a little time left...you've already made my entire semester the best one, thank you.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!

you make me smile