uh oh

[um_fairy]

i wonder if that's all it took...i can't believe something so silly can change things forever, i want you to...i need you to prove me wrong, prove to me that that's not all that we meant to you. i can't think about it anymore, just know that everything that i do...everything that i did was because i thought it was the right thing to do, i thought it was what you wanted deep down inside though you didn't realize that. i wished that i could run to you and just clear things up, that i could talk to you, make you understand why...but i guess it's one of those things we gotta deal with, not being able to deal with things until a little later...sometimes a lot later. i hate when you don't pick up my calls...or call back. i hope that it's just me, making things bigger than they really are...i'm sure it is, seems it's always that way. give me a chance to make it better...prove to you that i'm not always that person, that i can be what you need...you'll realize it soon enough. well...i guess the weekend will be torture...and next week will be decisive...can't wait, or can i?

where'd you go...i miss you so.