Jul 17, 2006 02:32
First off. I feel pretty awful. I am doing that thing where I see myself and I want to cry because of what I see looking back at me. More my body as a whole, than anything else. Though my boi did by me a nice new, smart looking outfit. Not the usual thing I'd go for . But damn I swear it made my body look so much better than I usually see myself and I just felt so much more confident in it.
I also think I've had another push towards abandoning doing furry art. Why? Because some lovely person thinks they can say what art I do and do not do. Heaven forbid I draw ONE image of furries using condoms.
" Drawings cant get STDs, and furrys dont exist so they dont need to be having safe
sex. In the future, I'd appriciate you not drawing any more safe sex pictures,
because it's redundant. But that's just me."
If thats the case why is he getting so uptight about a condom in a drawing that has characters that dont really exsist?
I basically told him Im sorry he doesnt like that concept but I draw for myself and i dont appreciate being told what i can and cannot draw.
(of course there is the exception of commissions)
Thats that.
Im so tired of people like this. They take all the joy out of bing an artist and doing what I love.
RIght now I really feel like I want to forget art and get on with my life and do other things have a real and stable job.
Never thought I'd actually say that.
On a positive note. Paul is trying to sort out my computer for me. A new hard drive was bestowed upon me as a gift (THANK YOU!) and windows is being installed on it, etc.
I really hope this fixes the restarting! :D *heres to hoping!*