My thoughts are the current moment
First I have to say that today is totally weird right now b/c almost everyone knows what today is and it is weird that today out of 4 years I will not be celebrating this day. I feel very proud now you know that.
Well anywho I just finished watching Hustle and Flow what a great movie and I am in love with it. I mean it deals with the whole trying to get your music out there and since I want to be a producer and recording engineer I guess that is why I love it.
Again I am bored so ppl give me your schedules at the times you are home so i can call and bug your ass haha
I dont want to work !!!!!
My mom is a hoe bag she might be spending the night at some guy that she has been seeing which it is really cute. But i have to meet him to see what he is like haha.
Panda I am sorry that you are sick and I hope you are feeling better my lovely dollface. BIG HUGS AND KISSES!!!!
BLAH! BOO!
So then I realised that tomorrow is goodbye tomorrow which i am happy for, then saturday is 30 seconds to mars HELLS YEA i have waited 2 years to go see them so i am very happy that i finally get to see them there. Then I might go see where eagles dare on sunday if i am not all showed out,. So baiscally i have gone to 1 already then 3 more this weekend damn! But hey i dont do anything else except go to shows which i love.
Panda remember the chirs guy, yea well i am going to hang out with him tomorrow JUST LUNCH though nothing else, i mean you think i would hook-up with him after i found out he had sex with one of my friends hell no. I really dont know why i am hanging out with him but i was a bitch and i fell really bad enough though he did that.
Buit you know what I want to do something that i havent done in a while, something fun! I just dont know what. So is any of you guys out there have ideas and want to chill sometime let me know. I'm totally game man.
This next part is about the people in my life that have just came in or have been in my life for a while and I am writing how i feel towards them .......
You know it feels really good not talking to ted and I havent thought about him until right now. I guess i dont think i loved him no wait I KNOW that i didnt love him. I think after i have sex with him my emontions get to me. But I will still be friends with him but that is all no more sex!
The guy mike that i have beent alking to is really cool, i just like talking to him because he has the same love for music as i do you know. But i know i just want a friendship from him. For me it is weird.
Brent is just someone so is a total goof ball and someone i would like to to get to know better!
Loryn is probably one of the only girls that i can just sit down and talk to with, about everything and anythings. She brings out a more serious side of me. Something NO ONE really bring out and i like that. It amazing me how people can do that, just suprise you like that.
There is also Robert who is a great guy and i like just talking to him. Its weird because I dont really meet guys like him and it is cool to find someone like that. I know this sounds really dumb but when i talk to him i want to be a better person. I know wierd right. But it is true .
Well that is it you know I love you Panda and Proski. you are my girls, the only two people that i love and would do anything for. You two are there for me when i am down. Panda you would know what I am talking about. I just love you two and that is all that needs to be said on that note
So this is all i am going to write. WOW what what a long entry i have written. So see ya on the flip side of things
Well anywho I just finished watching Hustle and Flow what a great movie and I am in love with it. I mean it deals with the whole trying to get your music out there and since I want to be a producer and recording engineer I guess that is why I love it.
Again I am bored so ppl give me your schedules at the times you are home so i can call and bug your ass haha
I dont want to work !!!!!
My mom is a hoe bag she might be spending the night at some guy that she has been seeing which it is really cute. But i have to meet him to see what he is like haha.
Panda I am sorry that you are sick and I hope you are feeling better my lovely dollface. BIG HUGS AND KISSES!!!!
BLAH! BOO!
So then I realised that tomorrow is goodbye tomorrow which i am happy for, then saturday is 30 seconds to mars HELLS YEA i have waited 2 years to go see them so i am very happy that i finally get to see them there. Then I might go see where eagles dare on sunday if i am not all showed out,. So baiscally i have gone to 1 already then 3 more this weekend damn! But hey i dont do anything else except go to shows which i love.
Panda remember the chirs guy, yea well i am going to hang out with him tomorrow JUST LUNCH though nothing else, i mean you think i would hook-up with him after i found out he had sex with one of my friends hell no. I really dont know why i am hanging out with him but i was a bitch and i fell really bad enough though he did that.
Buit you know what I want to do something that i havent done in a while, something fun! I just dont know what. So is any of you guys out there have ideas and want to chill sometime let me know. I'm totally game man.
This next part is about the people in my life that have just came in or have been in my life for a while and I am writing how i feel towards them .......
You know it feels really good not talking to ted and I havent thought about him until right now. I guess i dont think i loved him no wait I KNOW that i didnt love him. I think after i have sex with him my emontions get to me. But I will still be friends with him but that is all no more sex!
The guy mike that i have beent alking to is really cool, i just like talking to him because he has the same love for music as i do you know. But i know i just want a friendship from him. For me it is weird.
Brent is just someone so is a total goof ball and someone i would like to to get to know better!
Loryn is probably one of the only girls that i can just sit down and talk to with, about everything and anythings. She brings out a more serious side of me. Something NO ONE really bring out and i like that. It amazing me how people can do that, just suprise you like that.
There is also Robert who is a great guy and i like just talking to him. Its weird because I dont really meet guys like him and it is cool to find someone like that. I know this sounds really dumb but when i talk to him i want to be a better person. I know wierd right. But it is true .
Well that is it you know I love you Panda and Proski. you are my girls, the only two people that i love and would do anything for. You two are there for me when i am down. Panda you would know what I am talking about. I just love you two and that is all that needs to be said on that note
So this is all i am going to write. WOW what what a long entry i have written. So see ya on the flip side of things