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i am having a bad day . tomorrow i am suppose to go back to school i dont want to i think i want to drop out of my school and go to some private boarding school or some thing then i wouldnt have to deal with hating myself. and i want to say im sorry to everyone i have ever hurt or offended or done anything to. and i really want to say im sorry to Jason and i want you to know i love you dearly and hope you will want to jump past this "bump in the road" and stay with me.
i love you all very dearly, goodbye
lauren