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Maybe it is the emptiness after finishing a big bulk of my work which I have put in so much effort for so long.
Maybe it is the unrealistic expectations.
Maybe it is just the time of the month.
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I was feeling a wee bit blue and down since Monday and to date, I still sad..
I feel lethargic to do anything else. I feel the unwillingness to cut back my expectations, to accept fate as it is. But I am equally unwilling to push myself further. Suddenly, it just dawn on me that I REALLY don't have to care or do so much.
I want to just indulge in pampering myself, if not be pampered. I want to do things that make myself happier, if not be cheered up.
I don't want to decide on anything and stress myself to fulfil everybody else's wishes. For a while, at some times, I just want to be a little woman, reliant and be taken care of TOTALLY. Like ... a full spa? haha... still, I have to pay for that myself.
Maybe it is the unrealistic expectations.
Maybe it is just the time of the month.
.
.
.
I was feeling a wee bit blue and down since Monday and to date, I still sad..
I feel lethargic to do anything else. I feel the unwillingness to cut back my expectations, to accept fate as it is. But I am equally unwilling to push myself further. Suddenly, it just dawn on me that I REALLY don't have to care or do so much.
I want to just indulge in pampering myself, if not be pampered. I want to do things that make myself happier, if not be cheered up.
I don't want to decide on anything and stress myself to fulfil everybody else's wishes. For a while, at some times, I just want to be a little woman, reliant and be taken care of TOTALLY. Like ... a full spa? haha... still, I have to pay for that myself.