why me??
only two people actually thought to hang out with me this weekend. i was gonna go to a movie tonight, but poor colleen's car broke down :( , so she couldnt come out. thats not her fault. i made some phone calls but nothing really panned out. i could probably hang out with the boys when their concert is over, but its already 10:30, and im sitting in bed, and im sure they are at least an hour away.
I think im just a little sad that everyone is too buisy for me now, everyone has something else or something better to do but me, and sometimes i feel forgotten about. ok, so more than sometimes.
i understand everyone has their own things, its not that big of a deal.
i just wish i had one of those somebuddys whose alway thinking of me. i cant wait to feel important again. i cant wait until someone actually anticipates my call.............. :.)
so what to do with all my extra time and energy, i channel it all into doin something to help others, quincidentally some of the same people who forget me.
I think im just a little sad that everyone is too buisy for me now, everyone has something else or something better to do but me, and sometimes i feel forgotten about. ok, so more than sometimes.
i understand everyone has their own things, its not that big of a deal.
i just wish i had one of those somebuddys whose alway thinking of me. i cant wait to feel important again. i cant wait until someone actually anticipates my call.............. :.)
so what to do with all my extra time and energy, i channel it all into doin something to help others, quincidentally some of the same people who forget me.