wow
so yeah this last relationship was a waste of time. a big waste of 6 months. there was no contribution to it what so ever. there was always an akward feeling when i was around her. and i saw her a total of 3 times out of the whole six months. wow...how pathetic was this? haha and most of those times their parents were around. for christ sakes. shes almost 18 and her parents have her chained down with the restrictions of a 12 year old. oh well, i couldnt picture my self having kids with her..that would have been a total dissaster. oh and she lets her friends say shit on her journal about me like "dont put me in the middle of this and get the hell away from her" i paused for a second...i laughed...and was like "is this girl TRYING to get in the middle of this? TWOFACE! did she think by breaking up with her i wanted to get closer to her? haha what an idiot" kind of like when your sitting there talking to some one 1 on 1 and another person just butts in and stands in the middle. haha thats what this felt like. listen kiddo you dont say "get the hell away from her" to the guy that just dumped your friend. seems like my ex is surrounded by two faced people. she has the kind of friends that are only friends with you for the time being her boyfriend. but once you guys break up. its all over and they hate you all together in support of their heart broken friend. the only people of hers that i am gonna miss are jake and "puppy" they were nice humorous people but they probably already hate me because they dont get to hear the story from both points of view. instead they probably get shit loads of different stories from the angry ex girlfriend and all her gossiping friends. HAHA i guess this is what i get for dating an EMO girl...Drama. metal + emo equals no...