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It seems I've missed some things the last couple days. I've been a bit busy with work, lost a couple people so now everyone is catching the extra hours. I've got 34 hours scheduled next week (mind you 30 is considered full time), but I'm reaping none of the benefits. My second job at the bar is working out well, I walked out with $90 in my pocket at the end of the night last Friday. I should be able to catch up with things like my student loan payments soon. First things first is my trip though. It's now two weeks away, and I'm really excited to go check out the UCI campus and see Ian. I honestly haven't been thinking about much else lately. As tired as I've been, it's been almost bliss to just wake up, go to work, come home and play WoW. The monotony is almost soothing right now.
Joy and Carol, I'm sorry for your loss. It's coming up on 4 years since my mom died, and as you know, she basically did kill herself, it just happened to be over the course of a few years. It'll get better in time, I'm sure you know that.
Everyone else, I don't know. I get asked why I don't come out, why I never show up places anymore. And really, it's because someone is always fighting. There's always someone talking about someone else, always someone new who's blacklisted this week and a best friend the next...I'm just tired of it. Yeah, I miss people, most everyone really. I've just dealt with shit like that too much to keep dealing with it, and I chose to keep my sanity. I adore all of you, and do see some people occasionally, I just can't handle the group scene anymore. Most of you have my email, AIM, LJ, X-fire, WoW main and alt names...whatever, you want to do something, let me know, if not, cool, whatevs.
I am you and you are me
We will never be alone
I have finally found my place in everything
I have finally found my home
Joy and Carol, I'm sorry for your loss. It's coming up on 4 years since my mom died, and as you know, she basically did kill herself, it just happened to be over the course of a few years. It'll get better in time, I'm sure you know that.
Everyone else, I don't know. I get asked why I don't come out, why I never show up places anymore. And really, it's because someone is always fighting. There's always someone talking about someone else, always someone new who's blacklisted this week and a best friend the next...I'm just tired of it. Yeah, I miss people, most everyone really. I've just dealt with shit like that too much to keep dealing with it, and I chose to keep my sanity. I adore all of you, and do see some people occasionally, I just can't handle the group scene anymore. Most of you have my email, AIM, LJ, X-fire, WoW main and alt names...whatever, you want to do something, let me know, if not, cool, whatevs.
I am you and you are me
We will never be alone
I have finally found my place in everything
I have finally found my home