Jul 10, 2005 23:10
Im definatly not having the best day ever. Ive been like kinda moody today and people have been majorly pushing my buttons. It was fun having Matt Drew and Josh over again today, but i get the feeling that half the time they are like bored out of their minds. Oh well. Lol.. I'll give em a little break.
Other than that whats mostly been bothering me is other people. I seriously cannot understand people sometimes. I was talking to Megan Selvey a little about it and i've had it on my mind also that it seems odd how all these people that im "close with" or who "really care about me" cant seem to fit me into their busy scheldules between all these people that i didnt know that they even liked or were "close to" I dont know. Whatever. All i know is that im lucky i do have people in my life who do truly care about me, and that when im feeling as pissed as im feeling now, that they will be the ones for me to lean on, and that i can count on them to love me always, not just when they dont have anything else better to do, or someone better to hang out with, or that we're in school and so they cant avoid me anymore. Gahh i feel used.
Oh and on the bright side, my love life is completely nonexistant. Yepp, no one even interested.
Sorry.Later