i spoke too soon
Maryland got much worse this afternoon, she was just cork screwing the whole time and was in obvious distress and discomfort, so i had to rush her to the vets where she was pts. i am absolutely gutted, it all happened so quick. i look after my girls and guy so well, and yet these last 2 weeks its just been one awful thing after another. i just feel so depressed by it tonight, and that isnt like me, i love my fluff bums and wouldnt be without them, but why does it have to be so hard, why cant they all live to 36 months and then die peacefully in their sleep?