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I just realized something today that scares me. I know i'm not exactly normal, so it shouldn't have been a surprise, or I should have realized it before also. Even being weird, i've discovered a few (albeit only a FEW) people i can really say are: "people like me." The startling part of this: If you know me, i'm of a feminist mind, and, if you're my friend, 2 to 1 chance says your female as well. What it was that I realized, is that I can't honestly say that I have NEVER met anyone of the opposite sex that is LIKE me!!
I can only think of 2 girls/women that i've ever met that i can honestly say that I am similar but not alike to...One lives in Arkansas, and the other is a girl I met in passing whom i will never forget [nor will i probably see again in] my brief yet better-than-sex conversation for 24 minutes of my existence. And i'll never forget it.
Making it more confusing yet, are the girls that have had all the same interests as me, but I can't relate to on a single thing nor do i think like them at all. That one caught me offguard. Also, those who seem to think in ways similar to me, but have no interests in me nor me in them or just don't have anything in common with me. I don't know how anybody finds a mate. It's insane what wonderful couples some of my friends have made, weird like myself or not. I have friends MARRIED and already buying and moving into houses, and settling down happily, probably for the remainder of their lives. This is the only thing in my life that would make me feel more than my age. I'm lonely. I've always been alone. Even when i didn't feel like it was, it has been true.
I can only think of 2 girls/women that i've ever met that i can honestly say that I am similar but not alike to...One lives in Arkansas, and the other is a girl I met in passing whom i will never forget [nor will i probably see again in] my brief yet better-than-sex conversation for 24 minutes of my existence. And i'll never forget it.
Making it more confusing yet, are the girls that have had all the same interests as me, but I can't relate to on a single thing nor do i think like them at all. That one caught me offguard. Also, those who seem to think in ways similar to me, but have no interests in me nor me in them or just don't have anything in common with me. I don't know how anybody finds a mate. It's insane what wonderful couples some of my friends have made, weird like myself or not. I have friends MARRIED and already buying and moving into houses, and settling down happily, probably for the remainder of their lives. This is the only thing in my life that would make me feel more than my age. I'm lonely. I've always been alone. Even when i didn't feel like it was, it has been true.